The Anguish of Survival (What Comes After, part 2)
There was a peace by the creek that Iris could sense but not touch. She sat on the rocky overhang, her arms wrapped tight around her legs and her chin nestled in the hollow between her knees, and stared into the water as it wandered its way downstream, ignorant and uncaring of the devastation wreaked on civilisation in the last six months. She so desperately wanted to forget. The faces of the dead flickered before her, pale sweaty cheeks and weeping, crusted eyes and cracked, blood-flecked lips and that expression just before death took them, that moment of recognition and relief that the pain and suffering were finally over. And with the faces came the misery and hatred of being alive, again and again and again, as every person she had ever known, ever met, ever seen, sickened and died horribly and left her alone once more. Maybe it was punishment, retribution for the part she’d played, for her past. She had avoided the sick in the beginning, as everyone had, but as time had gone by a